So, I'm bitching here because I can't bitch at HIM.
When I woke up this morning, I looked at the clock and noticed he was to be late for his first college class of the day - no surprise. I asked him what time it started, in case I was wrong, and he turned around and started saying, "Just stop. Stop." as if I'd been bugging him for an hour. Last night we had a huge fight because I asked him why he hadn't done his homework and is thus failing a couple classes, and he turned it around and started telling me that I shouldn't be lecturing anyone about responsibilities because it had taken me four months to find a job, one of which I was sick, and the next was during the holiday rush and the third was when they were looking to get rid of people - not hire. (I've got a job now, though). He's like, "Oh, well you promised my mother you'd help her with her utilities bill and it's taken you this long just to find a job."
Well, sorry to tell you this, asshole, but you promised your mom the same thing when you moved in and you never even got a job to begin with.
Oh, and just to interject, I talked to him about Sallietoo's situation and he asked how that was going. I said, "I don't know, I think they might get a divorce over it all." Guess wtf he just said to me? "How does it feel to be the cause of their divorce?"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
Just because I helped her find out what he's doing on SL does not me that I'm at fault for her husband's idiocy.
Now, back to my bitchiness, he goes to his second class, comes home, still acting like an ass. I'm watching a show, he's screaming in my ear as his friend plays a game on his computer. I tell him I can't hear, he keeps fucking going.. now, this normally isn't enough to piss me off, but then I hear it.. I hear the one thing that pisses me off most, not because of what it is, but because of how he does it. He farts. He farts literally right on me. I look at him and then pretend to ignore it like I normally do. I mean, everyone has to now and then and he was sitting awkwardly so maybe it was an accident. He does it again.. and again... and an-effing-gain.
Well, I ignore it still, and his friend leaves. His mother comes over not too long after and sees something about school on his computer. She's so happy he's on that I don't correct her when she asks if it's homework or him when he tells her it is. That makes me mad too. He's acting like his second chance at college is nothing.. a chance that I may never get. Regardless, he had to go to another class where we talk online during the lecture and he's trying to backpedal I guess.. Apologizing and saying he hates when I get timid because he's snapped at me or something. It's like, what does he expect when he turns on me like some rabid dog just for trying to push him to be better...?
so he starts making promises... but slowly, "I wont play my xbox game tonight" turns into "Well, I could play tonight and we could spend time together tomorrow" and then that turns into "Well, I'll decide when I get home". lol.
So he gets home and i walk over to him.. He's already gotten on his computer to play a game since I'm on the xbox on his, finishing up.. I was aiming for sexy and he's like, "Why can't you just take no for an answer?!" I don't demand sex or anything but fucking hell..
So I get up and go to update my facebook and he's like, 'No, go heat up your food', as if I'm the one who puts off eating for my games - which I don't even play anymore.
I go heat up my tuna helper and walk back into the room and he goes, "Hey!" as I take a bite. Then he makes this face and says, "Well, I was about to kiss you." See, he doesn't like fish supposedly (he doesn't like a lot of things), and refuses to touch me or anything if I eat any of it.
Now, this is when I logged on here. I mean, WTF. I tolerate him FARTING on me day and night - and he does it purposely - and he can't even give me a peck on the lips because he hates fish. He eats shrimp and anything else if it's fried! Doesn't make much effing SENSE.
UGH. Just another day in the fucking life, right?